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ASHES TO ASHES....  

stardust81937 87M
4345 posts
10/6/2011 8:55 am
ASHES TO ASHES....

ASHES TO ASHES

DUST TO DUST...

WHAT DOESN'T ROT

TURNS TO RUST...

Steve Jobs is dead. A technological genius, who gave the common man the personal computing power of IBM's commercial giant computers at that time-- and by doing so, changed the world... dead at 56..

56.

I have a almost that age.

I've never had any Apple products, but my friends tell me they're the BMW's of the tech. world...

But then, I've also never owned a BMW.

As I grow older, I continually question the paths humans follow.

I wonder if Steve Jobs was a HAPPY man: whether he lived a happy life.

I know Job's had a wife and , but I wonder if he was a man who could lay on a beach somewhere during the summer and watch the tide come in?

Was Steve a loving husband? Was he a caring father? Did he leave random acts of kindness in the WAKE of his speedboat ride through life? (Thank you Charmaine for giving US who read your lovely blog, this phrase).

Until some books about Steve Job's life are written, questions about his life and temperment will go unanswered--at least for me.

I've heard Steve disliked eating because he felt digesting food took too much of his energy... What about fucking? He had , did it also exhaust him to give away that sperm?

The correlation between temperment and illness, especially the big "C", are continually being examined by health-care professionals. I wonder how much of Job's personality played into his illness?

I'm a man who relatives on the East Coast gave up on as a lazy underachiever long ago, so I've always been interested in "driven" men and women.

MY life has certainly been one of wonderment and enjoyment to ME, but will never leave a ripple in the currents of this world when my body decides to run out of gas...

Steve Jobs will be remembered almost forever in the history of technology.

What does it gain a man to rule the world and lose his own soul?

Did Steve Jobs lose his soul in his pursuit of fame and tremendous fortune?

I wonder how many people would gladly sacrifice EVERYTHING in this life to leave a legacy of achievement behind them?

The Philosophy of Life is fascinating to me. When M. and I get together with old friends, we sometimes talk for hours on the importance we humans place on the need to be remembered after we die....

Do you have these needs? Are you a high achiever?

Just letting my old mind question some notions of our Western culture... davidstardust, 10-06-11, Thursday morning.





stardust81937 87M
8340 posts
10/10/2011 6:47 am

    Quoting  :

I've always thought of you as a BMW woman of beauty, intelligence, and wealth... Not the mean-spirited sort of wealth, but the generous and heart-melting kind so many generous people in this world offer.

The early history of Steve Jobs, was one of manipulation and some deceit. He seemed to change midway through his life. Perhaps a form of heaven has taken his soul into the comfort of its arms.

You, sweet Mayday, will always have a place not only in this life, but also in the next dimension. 48 for me, is still very young, even younger than M, who I sometimes think of as a girl. You are a darling, Mayday, and please don't frighten those of us who love you so much by leaving this site the way you sometimes do....thank goodness that you've returned!!! KISSES..xxxxdavidstardust


stardust81937 87M
8340 posts
10/10/2011 6:35 am

    Quoting  :

Dear Teddie, since my very first exposure to your early blog, I realized I was in the reading neighborhood of a very, very exceptional human.

The profound knowledge of computer operating systems, only scratches the surface of so many things your nimble brain has acquired over the years.

It's never boring in the slightest to read of your early intellectual journeys with students, and I've always thought of how very lucky they were to have you as their instructor.

A few years ago when you were able to buy your condo (no matter how small), I was so happy for you. Rich men like Steve Jobs have never had any conception of the desperation many people have in just scraping out a living.

During the very brief period in my own life when money tumbled into my pockets as if by magic (during my brief porno career), I've looked back on that time in my own life, and realized from the distance of these many years, that being at a PLACE at the right time, is perhaps fate, but not often (I think), a result of our human planning.

Steve Jobs was lucky in the marketing aspect of his life; not so lucky in the ability of his body to ward off the cancer that took him so young.

Yes, darling Teddie, you and I are so lucky to still be alive and ticking on most of our cylinders. I'm sure your wonderful brain views the craziness of this world with some of the same amusement and wonderment as I do. ALWAYS yours, my love, always yours....David


stardust81937 87M
8340 posts
10/9/2011 8:04 pm

    Quoting silk_petal_rose:
    Am I a high achiever ,no I don't believe so. I'm very laid back,
Me too, Silk Petal. I've always enjoyed the small, simple things in life, and above all, free time to wander and think about things...xxxxdavid


silk_petal_rose 60F  
2363 posts
10/7/2011 5:05 pm

Am I a high achiever ,no I don't believe so. I'm very laid back,

silky...


stardust81937 87M
8340 posts
10/7/2011 7:49 am

    Quoting  :

...More than brilliant, I think most of my friends think of me as very bizarre and always coming up with some different twist on things from the majority view.

You're a lovely lady Smarty. You're all the things I love about women, and have always wished more men could achieve. Your high intelligence tempered with the nurturing aspects of motherhood, and the ability to juggle things in this insane world to achieve balance and stability around you and in your own life, is marvelous.

I'm very sorry about the death of your school acquaintance. Tragic deaths like hers, create a chilling wind that blows across all of us and makes us realize how fleeting this strange dream of life really is. Thank you Smarty, may all your hopes and desires meet fulfillment..love, respect, and much thanks for doing me the honor of reading my blog...xxxx David.


stardust81937 87M
8340 posts
10/7/2011 7:23 am

    Quoting  :

Your comment to me is a wonderful tribute I'll always cherish, Charmaine.
More than being brilliant, I consider myself to still be the little brat I was as a child...

..always wanting to turn over the rock to see what's beneath it... always wary of men with zippers or buttons which opened, in private, who were in positions of power like Scout leaders, Sunday School teachers, gym teachers and so many others whom I got to know on a rather personal basis.

Human emotions, especially the tremendous power of our sexuality, that I seemed to be wired with at birth, make me realize early on, that things beneath the ROCK were much different than the appearance on top, and this fascination has traveled with me through life.

Thank you so much sweet love. Remember to take care of yourself, and I pray your desire for cigarettes will vanish forever... xxxxdavid


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